starting a new digital book

COMING SOON

,,,,hopefully

BUT THIS PERSON NEEDS TO REMAIN HOPEFULL AND WRITE MORE (please)

see u soon,,,,,,,,,, finger cross

:D

end of the year's note

(the mood of this post is uncharacteristically somber, but with the way this past year happened its no brainer)

...still.

its an understatement of the year to say that this past few months are one of the worst time especially for us (and me!) fresh graduate and new workers. i used to be very eloquent (or at least, have more to say) while writing my 'end of the year's note' but this time... there's nothing for me personally to say except that i wish the best for everyone out there and keep fighting! there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, so keep going on, one step at a time!

the end of 2020 is getting nearer, but we still don't know when this pandemic will be over. mayhap next year will be easier for us, and we'll find our silver lining. but for now, lets take a deep breath, pray for a better tomorrows, mindful towards others, and do anything to stay healthy.

(a.m.r)

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

setelah menelusuri dan meneliti, menyusun dan mendesain (walau saya gak bisa desain sama sekali, makanya hasilnya seadanya!!) akhirnya selesai juga.

dua puluh tiga cerita pendek yang saya tulis sejak tahun 2018, yang menurut saya mendeskripsikan dan menggambarkan kehidupan saya selama dua puluh tiga tahun belakangan ini.

Alhamdulillah bisa dengan bangga mempersembahkan:

HALCYON DAYS

ceritanya bisa dibaca di sini :D

selamat membacaaaaaa dan semoga suka!! (:

another cover!!!

hai!!!

sabtu kemaren gue dan sahabat tercinta aka belinda ngecover lagu Wherever You Are-nya ONE OK ROCK!!

sebenernya yang ngefans berat sama OOR itu belinda, gue cuma jatuh cinta sama beberapa lagunya. kebetulan kita berdua sama-sama cinta lagu ini dan spontan ngecover. makanya chord-nya rada sedikit berantakan (karena gue baru belajar malam sebelumnya!!) HEHE. 

tapi bangga sih sama hasilnya :D

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day three: pyrrhic

pyrrhic

won at too great a cost

- - -

A set of eyes watching you dully. Lifelessly. You met their stare unflinchingly.

“Is it worth it?”

Is it worth the pain? The tears? The betrayals?

The emptiness that grows bigger every day you have to live with what you’ve done?

The hard, cold truth that you have crossed the line?

“Yes.”

Because you can’t afford anything else.

Because the only way you can keep moving forward is to believe wholeheartedly that this is all worth it.

(Revenge best served cold, they said. They never told about the part where the coldness will seep into your being, leaves you numb.)